Wolves club captain Conor Coady admits he is in a state of limbo at present.
The center back is once again with Wolves after a season-long loan spell ended at Everton.
Since the Toffees are not signing him permanently, Coady may either fight for his place at Wolves or move on to a new team.
It is mad, it is strange. I have never had this feeling before. I am speaking to Wolves and have spoken to Wolves all season," he said via the BBC.
There were a lot of things that went around when I left Wolves at the start of the season. A few people gave me a bit of stick for leaving and I heard this kind of stuff going on. I have spoken to Wolves all season. I love the place, I love the place to bits.
In my eyes, before the last pre-season, I would never have left Wolves ever in my life. It was somewhere I hold really close to my heart. I love the place a lot but we kind of got to a situation last summer where the World Cup was coming up and I had been in the England squad for three or four years.
The manager at the time (Lage) made the decision that I wasn't the center half for him. He said to me that I wasn't going to be that and he made the decision to say, 'listen, you can go'.
I'll never get the chance to go to a World Cup again, I really don't believe so. I think it was so important to get the chance to do that, and the season had started.
I have spoken to Wolves all season. I am in a little bit of limbo but I am speaking to Wolves at the moment to see what they want because the club is the most important thing. I am sure we will come to a decision soon."